Heavy Trigger Warning for graphic depictions self inflicted harm, aka SH. And subtle hinting to $u1c1d3.

Not for the immature, not for the ones who cannot handle it.

Click away if this affects you and your health, and look at my other posts or somebody else's, thank you. and take care of yourself :3

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I sat in a quiet room, Oh how I miss the hot air of outside.

My hands shiver, my veins feel like they would burst any second,

I cannot breathe

it hurts, my entire body, mind, it is in pain.

I hate this, I hate this, I HATE YOU! I say, clawing at my rough skin as I look into the room's walls, which were mirrors of my reflection everywhere I looked.

I'm being driven insane, trapped with such an ugly beast. Trapped in a room, forced to look at it's body, it makes me dread, with the fact I am that beast.

I ripped off alot of skin just by my dull fingers, the blood seeped to the floor, my legs to jelly.

I sit, as I claw my face, my body is only muscle now.

I am bleeding out, my vision is going blurry,

I see a woman, her name was Mel.

She had no face, and a shadow for a body, nothing about her I remember, other than the fact she is holding me for too long.

My entire vision is black now.